Day: 1 4/27/2022 – I forgive myself for malice, envy, laziness, unrighteousness, avoidance, folly, cowardness, evasiveness, indecision, and fear. Day: 2 4/28/2022 – I forgive my mother; for leaving me so soon. I hope you forgive me for pushing you so hard. I wish I had tried harder to be there for… Read more.

Tomorrow marks the first anniversary of my mom’s visit to the hospital. She would arrive on April 27, 2021, at 7 am, in an ambulance alive and leave on May 27, 2021, at 9pm; her body in a hearse, her spirit to the Lord. Read more.

I am so excited my website is finally working! I am not sure what I will be doing over the next 30-40 years, but I know I must take small steps to make my dreams come true. Hopefully, as I work my way through college, I will find a way… Read more.

And Jesus saith unto him, The foxes have holes, and the birds of the air have nests; but the Son of man hath not where to lay his head. Read more.

I have my watch set to chime, every hour on the hour. It has been a source of hope; one hour closer to the end. The end of pain, emotional distress, loneliness, and sorrow. Though I live a fortunate life, I can hardly wait to see what’s next. I will… Read more.

Grief is a journey; not a destination. Grief can lead to apathy or compassion; hope or despair. It is through my grief I can connect with every soul and spirit. If death is flesh, grief is the soul and what you make of it is the spirit. Read more.

If he wasn’t good for her, why would he be good for me? A man who abandoned his wife. Who pretended to be asleep when we were hungry. Who called us stupid but did not educate us. Who provided a roof over our heads out of obligation but not duty.… Read more.