Spirituality is immensely important. I feel there is a cognitive dissonance between the particular type of spirituality I ascribe to and my practice of it. It resonates in my soul as hypocrisy. This is not to be confused with reconciling with those who say they practice it. The disappointing self-awareness of my faith I feel stays with me, too; almost like it is evidence of my belief system when it truly is not. However, being spiritually aware seems like a gift as so many are not. So, I have to delve deeper to discern what is true spirituality. I do this because I believe in what I cannot see. I also believe in cause and effect, sowing and reaping, and the influence of celestial and terrestrial bodies.